goodbye 2007. welcome 2008!

looking at the new yr resolutions for 2007 tt i have written exactly a yr ago, i feel so ashamed of myself! have i wasted another yr? hmm.

anw, it has been a busy yr! and good and bad things have happened.

BIG THANK YOU to all who have helped me in one way or another in 2007! 感激不尽.:)

hope i can be a better daughter, better sister, better aunt, better friend, better student (and nurse) and a better person in yr 2008! for a better me, i will jia you! =D

hope everyone will stay happy and healthy in 2008! 2008 is a leap yr anw!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! huat ah! haha

28-31 december 07

the lazy owner of this blog has decided to do a last min update of the past days events on the last day of 2007.

28 december 07:
the antisocial gang had the first official gathering tt day! haha. cycled, dined and k-ed tgt!

the k was supposed to be frm 1900-2230. evon left after 2230 and amy after 2300, but lihui, drey and i stayed and k-ed all the way till 4am since no one chased us out! haha.

29 december 07:
got home at 0445, watched abit of tv, slept and went for another k session with yanling, chin seng and kim heng at the cc! it was fun tho i was quite tired due to lack of sleep.

lihui smsed and invited us to her hse for dinner! kim heng didnt join us as he alr had sth on. haha so 3 of us went there to sort of 白吃白喝 since we were like watching tv, reading storybk and playing comp while lihui cooked! haha.

after dinner, we played monopoly while watching the sheng shiong show hahah! i guess playing board game can get quite boring after a while since all of us were like wanting to get 'jailed' or someone to become bankrupt so tt we can end the game! haha. anw, chin seng was the winner due to his v 旺 land (scotts road and emerald place izzit?) and yanling went bankrupt after having trespassed chin seng's place for so many times! haha.

and yup if u realised, i didnt go for fish's concert in the end. haha.

30 december 07:
met up with the bbt gang at yiwei's hse and left for kallang entertainment centre! after walking arnd and dining there, we went to a cafe similar to minds and settlers' cafe at bedok and played 2 card games, BANG! and another one (cant rmb the name).

after the games, as we were not hungry, we gave supper a miss and went back yiwei's hse for the christmas gift exchange. ok i hereby apologise to the gang again as i was blur and forgot to remove the price tag for the common gift! argh. im sorry!

my secret pal was kok yong and i bought him Ang 5.0 album! was considering betwn this and jolin's celebratory album haha. anw im glad he liked the present!:)

kokyong's secret pal was zheng hong and he bought him a clock as requested! haha! the clock is cute! mickey mouse! bt kokyong forgot to paste an ang bao on it LOL.

zheng hong's secret pal was yiwei and he bought her a portable computer keyboard!

yiwei's secret pal was chin seng and she gave him jolin's jigsaw puzzle (which was supposed to be his bdae pres this yr) and perfume.

i guessed correctly tt im chin seng's secret pal and i received 2 eeyore mugs frm him!

as for the common gifts, i gave towels (which were rolled and looked like cup cake), yiwei gave us chocs and sweets, chin seng gave roller coaster chips and some chocs, kok yong gave bookmarks and keychains (i got the donut shaped keychain!) and zhenghong gave the palmolive shower gel!

after the gift exchange, it was shower time, and we played 'years of our lives'! im glad tt history did not repeat and i didnt fall down the cliff! HAHA!

we ended the game without anyone reaching the 'GOH' as were too tired hahaha. some of us slept (at arnd 0530).

31 december 07:
woke up at 10 plus. kokyong has alr left for work and the other 3 were still sleeping. lunched at 85 market and zhenghong left too. chinseng, yiwei and her bro played xbox while i watched romantic princess on youtube. left at 4plus.

ok tt's about all! photos to be uploaded asap!:)

新窝- s.h.e + 飞轮海

词: 张家玮 曲:林迈可

感受不易形容 就算会有一点唐突也要说
请搬进我心窝 如果你不幸福再离家出走
我心窝做你的新窝 也许坪数不太够
甚至会拥挤到 只装得下你我

请快准备行李 丢掉用不到的伤心旧回忆
脑海中 相本日记 从此更新 只有彼此专属甜蜜
抱枕就丢掉 有肩膀就够
最後用关心问候 捆绑我们的手完工
只要在你身边 我就省掉思念 时间只用来眷恋
我要在你身边 尽情浪费喜悦 也许一待就永远

管它金窝银窝 怎样都比不过彼此的心窝
打包一箱温柔 今後多多指教就相互宽容
你心窝做我的新窝 暖气不需要使用
我已经温暖到 融化所有冷漠

请快准备行李 丢掉用不到的伤心旧回忆
脑海中 相本日记 从此更新 只有彼此专属甜蜜
抱枕就丢掉 有肩膀就够
最後用关心问候 捆绑我们的手完工
只要在你身边 我就省掉思念 时间只用来眷恋
我要在你身边 尽情浪费喜悦 也许一待就永远

只要在你身边 我就省掉思念 时间只用来眷恋
我要在你身边 尽情浪费喜悦 也许一待就永远

i like this song! and the mv! esp the waltz dance part! =D

***

那首歌 － 林宥嘉



不知道为了什么忧愁它围绕著我
我每天都在祈祷快赶走爱的寂寞

你要我听这一首歌用这首歌离开我
她唱的太美了歌词却很伤人
你为什么不直接提分手

爱人的话不需要重轻轻的说我就懂
接你的车来了表示爱到站了
我站在十字路口对抗心痛一个人

你的黑发现在睡进谁的胸口
你的唇现在跟谁要温柔
一开始你爱我最后你放弃我
还要用千言万语说得委屈你有多难过

爱牢牢抓紧我恨深深包围我
你要我为你好快赶走爱的寂寞

爱人的话不需要重轻轻的说我就懂
接你的车来了表示爱到站了
我站在十字路口对抗心痛一个人

你的黑发现在睡进谁的胸口
你的唇现在跟谁要温柔
一开始你爱我最后你放弃我
还要用千言万语说得委屈你有多难过

爱牢牢抓紧我恨深深包围我
你要我为你好快赶走爱的寂寞

爱牢牢抓紧我恨深深包围我
你要我为你好快赶走爱的寂寞

wow i used more than 5 N95 masks today hahaha! kinda guilty, bt, wadeva la.

first time felt like crying in the ward. not becos of the bloody female doctor who raised her voice at me when she was telling me to do sth without telling me the reason, bt becos i was told to do sth tt wasnt beneficial to my patient. sigh.

anw, this wk's pretty much back to basic nursing skills! altho my previous preceptor is kinda fierce looking but at least she has taught me quite alot of stuffs. present preceptor is cute BUT she seems forever busy.

anw, friday is coming!

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it's sucha headache to buy christmas present! i haven decide what to buy for XXX for the BBT gift exchange! we shd realli tag in each other's blog to say what we want la HAHA.

sigh seems tt some of my classmates are kinda depressed over attachments.

im sure most of us will experience this 'quit nursing' thought.. like me during yr 1. bt once we overcome it, im sure things will only get better! what we need is more experience! we really cant compare ourselves to NYP yr 3 students because of so many reasons.

anw, just rmb the faces of those nurses who have scolded students or treated students badly and u-know-wad-to-do after we graduate and hopefully, promoted! haha.

stay positive everyone!

it's WEEKEND!!!

to sum up the 1st wk, my ward is kinda slack! esp aftn shift! besides a new admission, ng feeding, a few basic nursing care, im basically idling arnd the ward today! and i cant act busy. cos there's realli nothing to do! like hello, even the staff nurses are sitting at the nurses' stn la! and im quite lazy to find a new case and plan care after knowing tt some of my classmates didnt really bother about it too HAHA (yea realised the word new becos after i've finally decided on a case ytd, my preceptor changed me frm team 3 to team 1. argh!)

and the students in my ward got kinda high today esp the ITE students cos its their last day of attachmt! kinda sad. but had a good time laughing and chatting with them from arnd 8pm to 9pm! haha!

i wanna do IM injection!

anw, pm, pm, am, am shift and im done!! but the yucky thing is we're starting our term earlier! ARGH! 7 JAN!

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ARGH!! ah xin is the special guest for fish's concert!!

4 days at CGH

altho i still have alot of things to learn and achieve, i realli cant wait for the end of attachmt.

anw my preceptor is kinda fierce looking and i get stressed easily while doing some skills in front of her such tt i often make mistakes (like spilling the medicine, hands trembling, long response time when she ask questions and more). and i think i look clumsy especially today! i splashed myself on the uniform with tomato sauce during lunch today and i looked like i've just killed someone HAHA. no la tt's the exaggerated version.

and i think it's quite demoralising when patients show signs of bu shuang when u are performing a skill on them or when ur preceptor takes over from u halfway while u are doing sth because u are too slow.

anw oral medication preparation and administration is damn stressful!

and i think my skills seriously suck and i feel inferior to the NYP nurses in terms of the staff nurse work and ITE nurses in terms of basic nursing care. so basically im the worse student in the ward.

anw, some good things about cgh: the pace is slower and the ENs dont bully u (hmm at least in my ward la haha)

5 more days.

*edited:
im starting to feel abit nervous now! reading blogs does make me buck up-
seems tt we really need to take charge of a case and plan stuff and pass report! i thought it's only time managemt plan?!
anw arent we supposed to focus on practising our skills during this attachmt?

Day 1 at CGH

上班一条虫，回家一条龙

sigh.

i dont really like cgh. and it's only the 1st day of attachmt.

my preceptor had much more time to teach me this time round than when i was at ttsh. bt, well, i can only say, what lihui and audrey told me were right. i really dont know how did they get their JCIA la.

and it doesnt really help after looking at the module objectives.

8 more days.

红星大奖

wow just watched 红星大奖之戏剧情牵 25!

i like the unbeatables!:






my fave wok of life!:


anw attachmt's starting tmr! excited and anxious at the same time cos all of us in different wards. hmm. jia you ba everyone!:)

thanks bbt gang! =)

post exam activities

*breathes in deeply and shouts: woohooo! exams are over!!

3 days to attachmt! dragon boating tmr and bbt outing on saturday!

whee! just watched 斗牛．要不要 ep 1! nice!

恶作剧2吻 will be out after 公主小妹！ YAY!

and i promise myself i'll finish my potter bk7 by end of the hols!

KTV!

new hairstyle! (again!)

*latest: argh! less than 10 min after i switch on my tv, it just blanked out! HOW SUAY can i get! tv spoilt just when my exams are over?!?!?!?! boohoo.

virus attack

IM SORRY! my msn seems to have gotten a virus attack and it keeps sending things to my contacts! just ignore it if 'i' send u anything on msn ok!

*edited
ok ive uninstalled my msn le

hypersomnia

i feel so sleepy even after sleeping for more than 10 hours everyday since friday!

argh i've wasted these few days sleeping! my immuno is so lagged!

anw, 双天至尊 is realli nice! hahaha. and for 福满人间, ri an and zhen zhen will be returning to the 90's in the next episode! i'll miss the 60's!!

concerts

追偶像不分年龄。

it's kinda amusing tt my eldest sis, a mother of 1, is gg for xiao zhu's concert tonight.

anw, im nt gg for fish's concert alr! SIGH.