4 days at CGH

altho i still have alot of things to learn and achieve, i realli cant wait for the end of attachmt.

anw my preceptor is kinda fierce looking and i get stressed easily while doing some skills in front of her such tt i often make mistakes (like spilling the medicine, hands trembling, long response time when she ask questions and more). and i think i look clumsy especially today! i splashed myself on the uniform with tomato sauce during lunch today and i looked like i've just killed someone HAHA. no la tt's the exaggerated version.

and i think it's quite demoralising when patients show signs of bu shuang when u are performing a skill on them or when ur preceptor takes over from u halfway while u are doing sth because u are too slow.

anw oral medication preparation and administration is damn stressful!

and i think my skills seriously suck and i feel inferior to the NYP nurses in terms of the staff nurse work and ITE nurses in terms of basic nursing care. so basically im the worse student in the ward.

anw, some good things about cgh: the pace is slower and the ENs dont bully u (hmm at least in my ward la haha)

5 more days.

*edited:
im starting to feel abit nervous now! reading blogs does make me buck up-
seems tt we really need to take charge of a case and plan stuff and pass report! i thought it's only time managemt plan?!
anw arent we supposed to focus on practising our skills during this attachmt?