有时候我真得很不懂自己到底在做什么

烦恼本来已经解决了， 为什么还嘴巴痒，自找另外一个烦恼？ 为什么就不能安分守己

if i write it here, those who read will surely curse me: HELLO?!?! why are u so undecisive?! sigh dont worry i will sort it out myself eventually.