dun quit!

i cant take it le. i need to blog this b4 i sleep.

felt realli sad after reading some of my classmates' blog.. some thinking/have thought of quitting nursing..

yes. we are undergoing tremendous amount of stress. not only u. im sure all of us are. some might start to think, maybe nursing is not for me?

i have asked myself this question too. johari was right when he guessed tt im still contemplating whether to stay in nursing anot. yes. i was really contemplating at tt point of time. but certainly not now.

ask yourself why u have chosen nursing? well, you certainly know tt nursing is not a shake-leg job, dont u? u certainly know tt this course isnt gg to be an easy one rite?

my reasons for thinking of quitting nursing last yr: lousy grades, stressed, fear of attachmt.

now, i find myself really stupid. lousy grades and stress as reasons? might as well quit school!

until now, im still afraid of attachmts. im realli scared tt i will do harm to patients. i guess tt's due to lack of confidence.

bt come to think of it, i will be a loser if i quit nursing. quitting is just a way of running away from problem/reality. u know, tao bi xian shi. u wanna quit nursing because you cant conquer sth. tao bi xian shi isnt it? the only way of solving the problem is not running away from it, but facing it. lousy grades? work harder den!

only losers quit. we are not losers, so, dun quit!

the next few years will be tough. bt look, it's almost 1 year alr! dont u think ur efforts will be wasted if u quit? for me, im definitely not quitting. some ppl might find me dumb because my results are nt as good, my nursing skills are nt as good, im nt as critical thinking as they are. but hello, i am the one leading my life. so wad if my results are nt as good, my nursing skills are nt as good, im nt as critical thinking as they are? so long as i know my weak points and i am willing to improve on them, i dun see why i should quit nursing. well at least the passion is still there, right?

so fellow nurses-to-be, dun be disheartened by wadeva external factors k? i realli realli think tt NONE of us shd quit! nt even the thought of quitting!

ok. i realli need to sleep. tai4 yang2 gong1 gong1 dou1 qi3 chuang2 le bt i still haven slp. yawns.